09-16-2013

I really hate people who are causing my emotional stress. It's hard to retrieve the lost silence of my silent soundless music. My mind says: " just cry, scream, shout", but I can't, cause I'm afraid. I don't want people around me to see crying, I want them to see me strong and brave, laughing and playing around. I am afraid and ashamed to show them my weakness. I want to learn from myself and challenge my limitation.