My wOrLd

Don’t ever come to my world. A place of nowhere. A world of loneliness.
I am sad. I am bad. I’m drowning myself to the river of my own tears,
thinking of what kind of future I will have or what my life is like tomorrow.
Or if I should wait for the time that my life to changes into a life with happiness and without ending, or if I would leave this world which is full of lies... and hopefully come to a place of truth and wait for my time to die and leave my loved ones. And I will live in hell or, hopefully, in heaven. I’m an evil angel. I am lonely. I want my tired body to be put to rest on a room of filled with silence. No tables, no chairs, no frames, no anything. Sealed with nothing but the love of friends and family. I am lonely. I want to go with the flow of normal life.